Failing While Daring Greatly

“Everyone has a plan until they get punched in the mouth.” – Mike Tyson

The narrow road to becoming a man of noble strength and love inevitably involves a poignant list of as many failures as it does sucesses.

I’ve been receiving a lot lately from Brene Brown and her teaching and world class research on shame and vulnerability.  She has given some remarkable Ted talks.

In a recent Ted talk she gave great visibility to failure:

“You know what the big secret about TED is? This is like the failure conference…You know why this place is amazing? Because very few people here are afraid to fail. And no one that gets on this stage so far that I’ve seen has not failed. I have failed miserably, many times. I don’t think the world understands that because of shame.” – Brene Brown

An excerpt from a  speech Teddy Roosevelt delivered in Paris in 1910, known to most of us as “The Man in the Arena” quote, touched some deep place in my heart as a young man on this subject of failure and success:

It is not the critic who counts; not the man who points out how the strong man stumbles, or where the doer of deeds could have done them better. The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena, whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood; who strives valiantly; who errs, who comes short again and again, because there is no effort without error and shortcoming; but who does actually strive to do the deeds; who knows great enthusiasms, the great devotions; who spends himself in a worthy cause; who at the best knows in the end the triumph of high achievement, and who at the worst, if he fails, at least fails while daring greatly, so that his place shall never be with those cold and timid souls who neither know victory nor defeat.

Something in me knew that this was true when I first read it years ago. What matters most is the willingness to risk and actually enter the arena, to spend oneself on a worthy cause with courage and action, knowing that inevitably there will be moments of error “because there is no effort without error and shortcoming,” and that “daring greatly” is of high value regardless of the failure or success of the endeavor. My heart rose with longing to be that man.

And yet, looking back, at the time this value of “daring greatly”, even if it ended in failure, was merely inspiration and not yet an internalized value forged in fire.

Life is different now.  And on my personal list I’ve got a few big check marks in “the thrill of victory” category and even more big check marks in the “agony of defeat” column.

I’ve come to learn is this: the seeming failures, over time, seem to bring more fruit than the successes.

And each time failure comes, it’s not that the failures hurt less. It’s that they hurt better.

I have a garage wallpapered in unfilled hunting tags.  And I don’t have enough fingers to count the failed relationships and fitness goals. I have lists of failed real estate projects, business ventures, writing projects, financial investments, dismal college savings accounts for the kids.  It gets deeper.  I couldn’t save my brother’s life.  I battled for eighteen months against brain cancer. I fought to save his marriage, his career, his humor, his dignity… so much of it in the end was sand running through my calloused fingers.  The list goes on…

Checkmarks in both columns only come from taking risks. From choosing to live in a way that requires God to show up.

And remember, “There is no effort without error and shortcoming,” reminds Roosevelt.

Dallas Willard suggests that it requires true courage to lay down control of outcomes.

In 1962 JFK created the Navy Seals as a specialzed unit of the world’s most elite force for handling the most dangerous missions.  In Cade Courtley’s book, Seal survival guide, he emphasizes a Navy Seals motto:

“Plan for success and train for failure.”

There some deep truth of the masculine journey in this motto.

Plan for success and train for failure.

Better than asking,

“Where are you succeeding?”

I would rather ask,

“Where are you daring greatly?”

The thrill of victory and the agony of defeat.

Both are essential.

What are your checkmarks?

Are you risking enough to be acquiring a healthy mosaic of failures?

How have you interpreted them?

Father forgive me for judging failure as a category very different from how you intended.  Forgive me for interpreting failure through a lens of fear and shame rather than from a place of sonship.  I invite you to teach me afresh – I want to unlearn how I have learned the significance of failure. I want to experience your interpretation of failure and your way of using it as a context to initiate me and mature me as a man, and to validate me as a son.  I give you alone permission to interpret the list of defeats in my life.  Father, I ask as well that you would remind me of the victories we have had together and help me to hold onto those tightly in my memory.

I ask that you would give me increasing courage to “dare greatly” and risk the possibility of failure, because the life of whole-heartedness and the intimacy that I so long for with you is available on no other path…

Beautiful Outlaw

One of the most ruthless strategies of the enemy is to steal from us a picture and a deep knowing of who Jesus really is. We must recover this treasure if we are ever to have the supernatural and inextinguishable life that is offered through the Christian faith. These next three books have restored the heart of Jesus to my heart more than anything I’ve encountered…

The following is the description from Amazon:

Reading the Gospels without knowing the personality of Jesus is like watching television with the sound turned off. The result is a dry, two dimensional person doing strange, undecipherable things. 

In BEAUTIFUL OUTLAW, John Eldredge removes the religious varnish to help readers discover stunning new insights into the humanity of Jesus. He was accused of breaking the law, keeping bad company, heavy drinking. Of being the devil himself. He was so compelling and dangerous they had to kill him. But others loved him passionately. He had a sense of humor. His generosity was scandalous. His anger made enemies tremble. He’d say the most outrageous things. He was definitely not the Jesus of the stained glass. 

In the author’s winsome, narrative approach, he breaks Jesus out of the typical stereotypes, just as he set masculinity free in his book, Wild at Heart. By uncovering the real Jesus, readers are welcomed into the rich emotional life of Christ. All of the remarkable qualities of Jesus burst like fireworks with color and brilliance because of his humanity. 

Eldredge goes on to show readers how they can experience this Jesus in their lives every day. This book will quicken readers’ worship, and deepen their intimacy with Jesus.

The Jesus I Never Knew

Let the cobwebs and the fog blow away and see Jesus as He truly is.  There are few authors that are able to pull back the religious veil and truly experience Jesus.  If you want to know what He’s really like, reading John’s Beautiful Outlaw, Dallas’ The Divine Conspiracy and The Jesus I Never Knew from Yancey are a must.

The following is the description from Amazon:

‘There is no writer in the evangelical world that I admire and appreciate more.’ Billy Graham Philip Yancey helps reveal what two thousand years of history covered up What happens when a respected Christian journalist decides to put his preconceptions aside and take a long look at the Jesus described in the Gospels? How does the Jesus of the New Testament compare to the ‘new, rediscovered’ Jesus—or even the Jesus we think we know so well? Philip Yancey offers a new and different perspective on the life of Christ and his work—his teachings, his miracles, his death and resurrection—and ultimately, who he was and why he came. From the manger in Bethlehem to the cross in Jerusalem, Yancey presents a complex character who generates questions as well as answers; a disturbing and exhilarating Jesus who wants to radically transform your life and stretch your faith. The Jesus I Never Knew uncovers a Jesus who is brilliant, creative, challenging, fearless, compassionate, unpredictable, and ultimately satisfying. ‘No one who meets Jesus ever stays the same,’ says Yancey. ‘Jesus has rocked my own preconceptions and has made me ask hard questions about why those of us who bear his name don’t do a better job of following him.’